This September Holiday

This week is nicely packed with all the things I like to do!!! Super excited! It's Tuesday already...~ I need the time to tick slower than usual please~

- It was all work yesterday.
- Went out to Crocs clearance sale with Mum, heading down to bugis with CEG girls night out!
- Tomorrow, Escape theme park with YYC children and The Dead Scroll exhibition with G zone! WOOT!~

I know people are envious~ kekeke...
The rest of the week just rocks my world! wah...~ every other nonsense is forgotten! ^_^

No More Nonsense!

Yeah! I feel victorious! At least for now... Knowing that the next round will come when I least expect it, but at least I got through this round! ^_^

After a period of trails of nonsensical thoughts polluting my mind, I finally get to move on! I won't even dare to say if it's spiritual or not, I only know, it was definitely another chance for any evil nonsense to work in my life...

Things definitely got better, with some emotions spilling out once in awhile. (ok la, I know it's often...)

P.S I just want to say, "I am really, sincerely, apologetically SORRY to those who experienced my nonsense! You guys have been an awesome bunch of people I could lean on!" I know I can trust that my group will never judge me with my nonsense, but lead me through every shit they see from me.

I love all that has been through.
I love you all!
I LOVE my church!
I LOVE MY GOD!

...hehe... Pardon the words, that's just me, simply me. ^_^

An Amazing Experience~

Well, my conscience says I can't explain too much about this issue. What I know is, what I experienced today is really precious. It really gives me a wider view of what it really means and take to serve God's children. I thank God for the opportunity to go through the whole motion and I'm keeping everyone involved in prayer... Especially that special child...

Every child puts up a guarding wall. Every child goes through different insecurities. This insecurity can really break them unless it is managed appropriately by a responsible adult in their life...

My Birthday Greetings!

From Pastor How and Pastor Lia,
Dear Rebekah,

Happy Birthday!
Wow! you have been in our church for so long. Thank you for all your love, loyalty, faithful.

Respect,
Ps How
Ps Lia

From my CG and CEG,
Jiexin - Hey beckie! Happy birthday! Have a great and blessed yr ahead! Its always feels so great wif u around =) stay happy n 'nonsense' always xp keep growing in Him. love ya, sis! =)

Gina - Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to becky, happy birthday to you!

Nina - Hey becky, a blessed birthday 2 u ya!

Hui Ling - hey hey today is your birthday!! take tt spec repair as your birthday present okay... LOVE U:D n recover realli till then i cu real soon on sat

Hui Yun - Hi Becky! Happy birthday to u! HaHa. U are one yr older now. May all ur wishes will come true.

Winnie - happy birthday beky! continue to shower your infectious laughter around. Love ya. =)

Samuel - Hey beck happy bday ar! haha. keep on moving. ;) u look gd w/o specs too.

Alex - hey becky! happy birthday! may good luck follows you all day long. have breakthrough in everythin you do.

Juana - Hi Becky.. Happy Birthday! Its great to know u for u bring laughter to others.

Kelly - Happy bday.have a blessed day! Haha

Sylvia - Hey beckie... Happy birthday!!! It's been great having u in G30!!! Keep growing and loving!!! Love ya lots...

Pei Shan - Seng li chuk ha hamnida, seng li chuk ha hamnida, sarang ha neun BEAR BEAR seng li chuk ha hamnida...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! it's really awesome knowing u! U r more than a friend! :) love u many many!!! And lastly, hope u enjoy your bday! U r PRETTY la!!! :D I didn't forget your bday! Just want to be the lst to wish u! Hehe. :)


From Zone G
Louisa - Hey Rebekah! Happy birthday! We're now thw same age haha. It's been great having you as a friend! ;-)

Christine - Hey Rebekah!! today's your bday!!!! So.... Happy bday!! So glad to be around you! you bring so much joy into my life!! :) lets build a great gigantic CCH! :)

Jie Wei - Hey friend. Happy birthday!

Rebecca - Dear rebekah happy birthday!:) may love, joy n peace be with u always:)

Sabrina - Hi rebekah! This is sabrina from g2. Happy bday! :)

Yue Ying - Hello rebekah!! Happy birthday to you! It's great to be in church with you! :)

Glenn - Hi Rebekah happy birthday yo!! Love your jokes n smiles. :))

Jia Xin - Hi rebecca! Happy birthday!

From Children Church!
Qi Wei - Hey rebekah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Hahaha. You're really someone great to have in cch and you never fail to bring fun laughter and excitement to cch man. Happy birthday. +) have a great day. =)

Sheen An - Hey rebekah! Happy birthday! It's been awesome to have you around and your laughter definitely makes our day! I am sheen an from children church! :D

Yan Rui - Hello Rebekah! Im yanrui frm cch! HaPPy HaPPy BirthDay to you! May God's love flow through u and continue to use u mightily to impact e kids! :):)

Matthaeus - Hello rebekah!!! Happy bday! Ur laughter is contagious! Anyway,u're great person to be with:D Cheers!

Kesia - Hey becky! Happy birthday! Lets build CCH together for the next generation man! :) Love, Kesia

Fang Qi - HAPPY BIRTHDAY Teacher REBEKAH!! You're such a joy in people's lives especially kids love you! and you can act well, (: enjoy your special night!

Shi Hao - Hey! Happy amazing lovely wonderful birthday to you(: may you continue to be a joy unto the lives of others! :D God bless! Shi hao from cch(:

Da Wei - Hey rebekah!!! Happy Birthday!!! Ur awesomely there for e kids! Great to b serving wif u! The future is gg to be amazing! Muz b an amazing day todae yeah! =)

Joyce Khoo - Hello Rebekah.. Hey happy happy birthday!! Am really glad 2 hv known u! U hv bring so much joy n laughter into my life! Many more birthdays ahead! Yeah!

Deliz - HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEACHER REBEKAH! I wish you a happy birthday!

From Friends!
Salome - Sis dear babe! Happy Blessed Bday! U'r 1 of my best sisters... So proud of u&so happy to have u s my fren! Continue to stay close to God&shine for Him! ;-D

Charlotte - Rebekah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Xin Yi - Happy birthday Becky! How are you celebrating?

Derrick - Happy birthday mother number2!

Stanley - oh..its ur bday today ah? Haha..happy birthday to u! Wishin u all e best n god bless u..haha..

Yuri - Dear rebekah tks to be born in this world ;-) Happy birthday n im sorry nt be w u 2day lets have fun some other time happy birthday;)

Shu Ping - happy birthday sister :)! Turning 22nd le.. Hehe. Wishing u happy, hopeful days everyday of ur life. Think we'll grow old tgth ya.., seeing each other in silver hair. Haha. Hope 2 chill out wif u2 :)..

Matthew - Happy Birthday Ai Yin!!! Have a Wonderful Birthday!! Dreams&Desires Come True4U!! Joy&Peace Be With You Always!! Take Care&God Bless!! Stay Happy!! <>


WOW~ I am so overwhelmed by all these messages. ALL OF YOU MADE MY DAY BEAUTIFUL! Thank you for all your encouraging messages! Thank you SO MUCH my dear friends! Love all of you LORRIES LOADS!

Some of the things I received are:
- Purple cardigan from UNI QLO (G30)
- Black with white leaf and vine print bangle from Langkawi (Sister)
- Hazel nut waffle stick (Teacher Michele and Zheng Lao Shi)
- White Chocolate coated almond (Teacher Michele and Zheng Lao Shi)
- Birthday card!! (Children, CG and CEG, Teacher Michele and Zheng Lao Shi)
- 2 Polo T-Shirts Black and Pink (Mum)
- 3 pairs of ear rings (Mum)
- Specs repaired!! (Hui Ling)
- LOTS OF LOVE AND ENCOURAGEMENTS!!! (EVERYONE!!!)

Well, I spent my day with mum at ION and TANGS, went bugis for steamboat and table barbecue. Bro joined us then. It was all good! Who's most appropriate to spend birthday with other than mother?! It's her birthday too! The day she gave birth to me! After which, Xin Yi and I drove to MARINA BARRAGE. SUPER nice view at night! KTV at Top One after that till the next morning... haha!It was a great time hanging out with her... Thank you XINYI!~ Appreciated!

Affirmative

Remember the last post? Yup, right after that day, which is also on my birthday, I fell down again!! Early in the morning as well! I was walking out from Powerhouse, down the steps after coming out from the lift, I slipped and fell sitting on the steps with a painful "thup!"

Cause: No spectacles. Cannot see properly. Missed a step.
Witness: City Harvest people approaching the steps, Miao Guan and Gabriel.

NOT AGAIN! During the next power house, if I see anyone smiling at me yet not knowing who are they, I'll know what it means man!

I fall twice and bumped into an object once = 3 accidents in 1 week!
It just proved that I am really accident prone... Now I don't even know the reason why certain part of my body feels pain... AWWWOO~

Joke Of The Day~

I bumped into one of the metal pole of the sheltered walkway from the white gate to church's lift...
Cracked the lens on the right of my spectacles, caused a scratch on my right upper cheek and bruised right knee...

Right, right, right...

Cause: talking to Esmonde, he said he saw my "mei mei"... (Aizhen la!)
Witness: Esmonde and some City Harvest Church members!

Early in the morning... Super embarrassing...

P.S. I got already both knees scratched on Monday morning at ECP, roller blading with Louisa, Louis, Samuel and Davis...

Moral of the story: I am accident prone...

My Parents

Yes my parents, although they are divorced they do not allow what they have gone through pull them down. I think, they are the best middle aged people around! How many people at the age of 50 and 51 will still want to take up counselling courses, volunteer to serve and live their life to the fullest?! MY PARENTS would!

Knowing that they have gone through a rough patch in their marridge, my parents are determined to use their life story to minister to others who are going through what they have gone through... WOW! My parents are amazing!

My dad's a taxi driver, a few months back, he picked up an emotional passenger, facing a divorced paper from his wife. Dad gave all that he can to support that man... From finance, to spending HOURS with him, to lending him his listening ears and putting all else aside (i REALLY mean EVERYTHING else!) just to aid him and show him love.

P.S He's just my dad's ANOTHER passenger!

Knowing that after so much is done for him, yet that man has still not change one bit, dad decided to take up a counselling course to equip himself so that he knows the best way to counsel other people with family problems.

My mum on the other hand, is already writing reports(in chinese!!) about the people she hear from at the counselling centre she is volunteering in. She can't be stopped!

Can't stop, can't stop serving HIM, She can't stop, can't stop serving HIM...~

Yes, my parents are divorced. Yes, dad does not stay with us. Yes, we were all hurt at that point of time. Yes, they are christians, 3 of us are christians too. Yes, they still love God, and God is using them to minister to others!

WAH!!! My parents are so amazing! God is SUPER DUPER amazing!
I want to be like them! I will change! I am feeling TOO small for the longest time!! I WANT TO BE BIGGER!!

School Re-opens~

I missed the children like mad~ All of them didn't grow up much physically, but they really do talk alot more now than ever! hahaha SO CUTE!

Heart of God church people at work:

• Joyce Khoo (N2)
  
• Elaine Lin (K1)
• Chan Pei Shan (K2)
  
• Joanne Koh (K1)
  
• Rebekah Ng (N1)
  

There's one of us in every level !!!!! Revival indeed!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!


June holiday was a really good time to catch up on my spirituality. So many things happened, so much thoughts, so much understood. I just need to break through this next ceiling I'm facing now. I know sooner or later I will get through it.

I never want to be disillutioned again. I want to keep on keeping on!

I know that if I give up my all for Your business, You will always lift my burdens up from me as well.

I was told that mum tried to abort me but was unsuccessful.

It's interesting how God uses all these things to encourage me. Now that I know that I was "unabortable", it's so much clearer that I am here for a reason.

You can't kill me cos' I am here for a greater purpose!

To forgive all said and done to me is the next step I have to overcome...

Rather be dead than to ask for help. People don't really want to help. They just want to feel better about themselves. If help is not topped up with gratitude as readily as the help comes, then trouble will come.

Aiyo... Can't wait for G Zone camp tmr!!!
So exciting na na na na na na na... So delighting na na na na na na na...

Aiyo... how how how?? So figittive now... Cannot stay still!!! =P

Love Story

I heard a story today. My mum's love story...
hehe~ My mum's darn cool! she tells me her love story... Not with my dad though.

I can run faster than Primary school kids! Tested and proven during Children Church Camp!

F-U-N is the drive. haehae~

Recharged!!

I learnt something important today.

Worship and being able to get into the presence of God or not is a decision.
I was sharing with a colleague (whom Peishan and I respects ALOT!) about how I struggled to worship God and feel His presence at workplace whenever we have devotion every other day. I told her, after serving and pouring out my energy and love for the children at the children church camp, only for one and a half day, immediately on Tuesday, as the teachers gathered again, I could feel the rush of strength coming in as I was also able to connect with the Holy Spirit so tangibly as soon as I start singing and worshipping God. For the longest time in church, I wasn't serving in any ministry. I also told her, it is so true that when we being to give, we are able to draw more from God.

She didn't say things like... "Ya, I agree with you." Not even, "I am so happy for you." She just told me that, to be able to worship or get into His presence or not is a decision. She also said that, to not be able to connect with God is a lie from the devil. We are ultimately made to worship God, to want to worship God.

That totally blew my mind away. It clicked in my spirit immediately. I thought, ya! I allowed devil to deceive me for SO long! I felt really dumb and cheated.

But I am so glad, God didn't allow me to remain deceived. I know that God engineered ways to want me to connect back to Him and also to let me know that I can make a decision to tune in back to Him ANYTIME and ANYWHERE!

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It was a great sharing session with my aunt. We usually have heart to heart talks at work. Since it's children's holidays, and teachers are asked to go back for meetings and setting up of classroom, we had more time to talk. We had a LLLOOONNNGGG chat AT WORK! hahaha... till she told me these...

Aunt Kelyn: You are a good girl.
Rebekah: HAHAHA!!! How come I can't agree with you about that statement you just made? I can't agree with you. hahaha...
Aunt Kelyn: To me, you're a good girl.

And tears rolled down...

I myself didn't believed that I am good. As many of you know, I always call myself a spoilt brat. A spoilt brat is what many people think I am.

Even I.

COMING UP!!

Children church! I AM BACK IN! YAY! Waited a million years!
Attitude determines altitude. I shall be broken! I will be broken! God, Pastors, Leaders and then me.

Even if I'm maligned, I'll still say, "I am sorry". Even if I don't understand, I'll still take it and move on and know that it will be made known to me at a later time...

I have been so unreasonable for so long. Now, it's PAY BACK TIME!~

Thank You FiFi and Liane! I finally can get to move on...

I didn't Hate her...

I don't dislike her at all. In fact, I like her. She's quite sweet. Just didn't like the insecurities bringing her down... looking for attention and assurance in wrong places. Determines her values on what that is unable to be stable even.

I want to see her moving on. I want to watch how she'll find her purpose in life instead of hating it. My heart goes out to her... I didn't hate her...

Hui Ling is the best la ka!

Clear minded! Set it straight to the point. Bring your confusions to her and she sets it all in place for you.

Hui Ling only deserves to be with the best! hehe~ I'll see to it.

Trusting and Sharing

Yes, there are many nice people out there. In fact EVERYONE wants to be a nice person. Everyone wants others to only know their flawless front.

Yes, everyone wants to be trustworthy. Situations gets a better of us. We let it out of the bag. Who can forgive that?

And yes, there are many people who would claim that you can tell them anything and they will always lend their listening hears to you. Then again, how many can listen and not pass out judgement as immediately as anything is told to them? Every few... So few that, it is only within my right hand.

I can't. I am still judgemental. I need to change. QUICKLY!
Then again, no one is 100% good or 100% bad. We all learn to give and take. Love and accept. LEARN THAT REBEKAH!

Till then, I love

• God
• Pastors
  
• Life
• Children
• My job
• People

I really love... Want to love...

P.S. relationship with mum = relationship with others.
Still testing and proving this point. 60% true.

Something Good...

I'm glad that I have all the nice people around me! ^_^ people who give me genuine care and concerns all the time! Parent Teacher Conference's OVER! time to create HAVOC! haehae!

PTC was indeed interesting. I was SUPER worried about my language, and being unable to express myself clearly to parents, or if whatever they ask would be too tricky for me to answer them properly.

BUT NO! today went really well! I had a CHIT CHAT session with 10 parents! Love PTC! Love Portfolios! Love the children and how they are improving! I LOVE MY JOB!

To those who took the time to read and pray for me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! You guys are SO spiritual, God answered the prayers!

OOps! I did it AGAIN!

I gave someone a piece of my mind again! WOO HOO! it felt SUPER GOOD!

Very honestly, I am A LOT more patient to outsiders than to my own family member. Yup, I dare to admit. I am really very sorry to my family at times...

one thing I CANNOT tolerate is lies and promise breakers. OF COS, sometimes I do make the same mistake, BUT, I make sure I pay back whatever I broke. THATS WHY, I do not flare up until that same person does the same thing for more than 10 times consecutively! Yes, I counted, and i mean it. 10 TIMES, CONSECUTIVELY ! Also, I seldom come across such people. It just shows how thick skin and selfish they are. Always only thinking for themselves and their pitiful needs.

And yes, that feller did it to my sister, who gave her so much attention and care! Who will also ALWAYS answer her calls and listen to all the things she wants to complain about! Too bad, that person stepped on the tail of MEAN GIRL!

Don't anyone dare make use of the goodness of people around me. They don't know what they are messing with!

Parents-Teachers Conference

It's really stressful as this is my first year getting so up close with parents in times like this. First time because I've never taken a class formally. I've always been a music and movement teacher, and that does not require me to do observations, interpretations and comments.

This time, I have 16 children to account for.

For those who chance upon this post and have read it, please pray for me before you move on to another blog. I need wisdom and wits to be able to answer any questions or doubts appropriately, clarity of speech (sound professional) and mind (being alert).

Thank you so much peeps

P.S, Parent-Teacher Conference is on this Saturday, 23/5/2009 at 8.30pm - 12nn or 1pm.

Standing in between the living and the dead.

Amazing video by Bill Wilson.

From being an orphan himself, picked up by a stranger on the streets, brought into a church, responded to the altar call and was the only one who had no counsellor to talk to cos he was too dirty. HE IS NOW RUNNING A LARGEST CHILDREN'S MINISTRY IN AMERICA! He is my hero...

All those that he mentioned on the videos that impacted the children alot, are not those who

• are from well to do families,
• have great education background,
• have many achievements in life.

in fact, they are the people who are the most looked down upon. A lady who doesn't speak english except for the phrase, "I love you, Jesus loves you." encouraged a boy whom no one has ever heard his voice to stutter the words, "III...... llllooo...vvvvveee.... yyyoooouuu..... t...oooo" on the day he was beaten to death...

I am so inspired... I want to hug the smelliest child... I want to spend all my money on children! I want to be a pillar to children who has no pillars to lean on! My love for children increased so much... It's tangible...

Sun Ho and Pst Kong

I woke up not knowing what to do till service at 5pm... I only know that I can't start my day unmotivated... Sun Ho is all that I thought of.

Youtube is the best... soon enough, I've watched videos after videos of Sun and pst Kong for 2hours! She is simply amazing... the things she's doing in China, her bod, her voice... WOO HOO! And he, he is just classy... the things he's doing around the world, flying everywhere and driving a push in everyone... POWER!

I'm so glad I'm part of the family.

The Most Beautiful Song EVER...

I'm sorry that I've hurt You
I took forgranted all You gave so freely to me
I pray its not too late
To save You from a broken heart
To promise You I'll make a brand new start
Believe me when I say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I seek
You're the air that helps me breath
Through the darkness
Light when I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now i see
You are all that I need

I know I'm far from perfect
Like a child that needs a guiding hand
Can you stay here with me
I finally understand
You've always been the missing part
Complete the jig saw puzzle of my heart
Please hear me, when I say

Please let me hear Your voice again
Let me hear You say Your love will never end
That whatever it takes You'll be there.
(believe me when i say)

By: Corrine May

Take heart, don't be dismay... please keep on keeping on. Thanks for trusting me so much to tell me all. My heart goes out to you...

Love you loads my dear friend...

p.s. through you, I am strengthened.

Great Day!

It was really draining in the beginning... as I don't really know them yet... soon, it is just me and him...

As I fractically try and look for people to come, or to join whoever that's outside, it seems like no one else is free! So, I thought, it should be fine, since he is funnily funny, sincere and real. Through dinner, we shared so much and laughed and joked loads!

I was encouraged.

ALL AH BENGS ARE SO COOL!

Yup, it was the best hang out ever!
Thanks Alex! ^_^
All complains and unhappiness left behind...

Everyone functions different. Everyone has their own set of thoughts. I have to constantly remind myself about that. Life don't revolve around individuals. Rebekah, ReMeMbEr, REMEMBER!

Thank you LIANE! For being so calm. So slow to anger. I need and I want that! sorry, SoRrY and SORRY!

I will and I want to be A LOT more that what I am now.

I love you! Sa nang hae ^_^ (you know who you are!) hehe~

WAhhh... I just realised that my blog link is on Zone G's blog.

I better start blogging more...
Anyway, how's everything and everyone?! (Reply this qn on my tag board. p.s, trying to get more tags, and testing the market of this blog)

It has been wonderful few weeks of exciting speakers and messages! I'm sure we're all so well fed and equiped spiritually. As for me, alot of issues begin to fill my mind. Things about our life, and how we are to constantly preparing our minds for the "Grey/gray"(Which one huh?!) areas of our lives. I thought, we're so blessed! Our leaders cares and think for us a lot! I bet we're the minorities who are exposed to all these thoughts at this time of our lives. So glad to be around at heart of God church.

My days has been filled with loads of encouragements. In fact, since last year, Oct-Nov, everything seems to have changed. People are telling me things I've never heard before.

P.S. Kinda shy to list them down though, ask me about it when you see me. ^_^

The things they said causes me to look at myself in a different way. Confidences was built up, my values do not depend on people's recognition anymore, I'm able to love people more and effectively and I am able to give more than to receive!

I look forward to what's to come in the future. SO EXCITNG! Can't wait to see new things happening! I love my life!

It's really amazing how God provides for His people! Pastor once said, the economic doesn't decide on how well we are doing financially. It can't even decide if we have enough or not. God is our provider. Not the economy.

Even with the economy doing so badly, St Paul's church kindergarten teachers,

• still gets their $$$bonus$$$ last December
  
• most of us got an $$$increment$$$ then,
• another $$$increment$$$ is coming my way
  
• and yet another $$$bonus$$$ is coming in March-April!
• PLUS! Government giving $$!
  

God keeps adding to our account as we keep doing our best to impact His children's lives and give His children our best.

GOD IS AMAZING! HE ROCKS MY LIFE!
I count my blessings each day and I'll still be blessing His name! Forever and ever Amen!

p.s: I promise I'll use this amount of $$ wisely. Not to squander it away on my own things anymore, but may it bring blessings on others.

Liane, my sister Aichen and I did the craziest thing today! We were so paiseh, we couldn't stop laughing about it. We even made a promise, never to do such things again! NO MATTER WHAT, we will never exchange conditions on such stuff...

Those who already knew... I'm so sorry we didn't have enough time to take a picture of the masterpiece... we didn't even hide ourselves properly!

WHAT IS IT!? Ask me when you see me ^_^ MUAHAHAHA!!

Chinese New Year!

and these are my relatives...

and we went to Batam... and we love the view from our cottage... and we compared our unit with the others... and we really thank God for it...

and they have very interesting concepts...





and we went to the spa that was facing the sea! and it was so ticklish, I couldn't take it... and I love the hot tub... and we felt like queen, prince and princesses..
.

and we spent 2 days 1 night there... beautiful place...
$150/pax + $50(for shopping) = $200/-
SO CHEAP!


AND! I love G30 and G3! ^_^

AHHH!!! I keep procrastinating to post about BATAM! Sorry LIONEL KHOO! hahaha ask you to see but nothing here!

OK! I WILL DO IT soon... TOMORROW! haha~

Many, many, many new clothes! hehe~

I am so excited abt,

• wearing new clothes
  
• tomorrow's ang bao collection
• batam trip
• combine service on 31/1/09 Saturday.
  

It's been a LONG................ break! I miss church... So weird to not getting prepared for services on weekends. Boo Hoo HOO!

• 1/2/09 's karaoke outing! hahaha! (Lionel Khoo's long wait!)

I went cousin's church again today. Everything is SO different...

This year, on top of a Music Teacher, I am to take a class... N1 (3yrs olds) little humans... 16 of them altogether... Under my care. ~~STRESSED~~ responsibility rises... Being a music teacher is just, creating games and sourcing for songs to enhance children's classroom learning, making it more fun. I really salute all who have been form teachers of pre-school kids for the past millions of years man! That amount of stress is unbearable...

MoReOvEr, for these 3 days, parents will accompany their kids to school, to help them get familiarise with the school compound. Imagine this, parents watching you "perform". Watch how you entertain their kids. They'll only smile when their kids smile at you.

HOWEVER, (hahaha...) I am going to give all that I can! I believe I can impact lives with all that I gained from pastors and leaders. These children under my supervision will be EXCITINGLY DIFFERENT! ^_^

I'm so sorry I'm finally updating again. There's so much that happened. HAPPY things! hehe... I LOVE G3 and G30! Hang out is so fun now. People like Stanley and Lawrence(like ah pek name, HAHAHA!!!) so new yet they are on par with the bible reading plan! Stanley's not even a christian yet. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! haha~

P.S. Stanley is my secondary school classmate. So proud of him!

Honestly, I'll never dare take any credits. All that came in from my circle out there, they are God's work... I didn't put in enough efforts at all... ^_^

God is really moving within us. I've never felt so connected before. Every outing/hang outs churns out so much more peace and love among us. There is such great culture woozing out everywhere. We are authentic, not plastic. Indeed, no one can act "dao" with us for too long. Even the self-proclaim "dao kia" Stanley is laughing all day now~ HAHAHHA!

I'm so afraid to forget how God has brought us thus far. So afraid to go into another round of spiritual valley. Gina said, as long as we keep guarding our heart and mind, we will not stray away too far.

...but what if I forget to guard?...
AHH!!! thinking too much! Haehae...