COMING UP!!

Children church! I AM BACK IN! YAY! Waited a million years!
Attitude determines altitude. I shall be broken! I will be broken! God, Pastors, Leaders and then me.

Even if I'm maligned, I'll still say, "I am sorry". Even if I don't understand, I'll still take it and move on and know that it will be made known to me at a later time...

I have been so unreasonable for so long. Now, it's PAY BACK TIME!~

Thank You FiFi and Liane! I finally can get to move on...

I didn't Hate her...

I don't dislike her at all. In fact, I like her. She's quite sweet. Just didn't like the insecurities bringing her down... looking for attention and assurance in wrong places. Determines her values on what that is unable to be stable even.

I want to see her moving on. I want to watch how she'll find her purpose in life instead of hating it. My heart goes out to her... I didn't hate her...

Hui Ling is the best la ka!

Clear minded! Set it straight to the point. Bring your confusions to her and she sets it all in place for you.

Hui Ling only deserves to be with the best! hehe~ I'll see to it.

Trusting and Sharing

Yes, there are many nice people out there. In fact EVERYONE wants to be a nice person. Everyone wants others to only know their flawless front.

Yes, everyone wants to be trustworthy. Situations gets a better of us. We let it out of the bag. Who can forgive that?

And yes, there are many people who would claim that you can tell them anything and they will always lend their listening hears to you. Then again, how many can listen and not pass out judgement as immediately as anything is told to them? Every few... So few that, it is only within my right hand.

I can't. I am still judgemental. I need to change. QUICKLY!
Then again, no one is 100% good or 100% bad. We all learn to give and take. Love and accept. LEARN THAT REBEKAH!

Till then, I love

• God
• Pastors
  
• Life
• Children
• My job
• People

I really love... Want to love...

P.S. relationship with mum = relationship with others.
Still testing and proving this point. 60% true.

Something Good...

I'm glad that I have all the nice people around me! ^_^ people who give me genuine care and concerns all the time! Parent Teacher Conference's OVER! time to create HAVOC! haehae!

PTC was indeed interesting. I was SUPER worried about my language, and being unable to express myself clearly to parents, or if whatever they ask would be too tricky for me to answer them properly.

BUT NO! today went really well! I had a CHIT CHAT session with 10 parents! Love PTC! Love Portfolios! Love the children and how they are improving! I LOVE MY JOB!

To those who took the time to read and pray for me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! You guys are SO spiritual, God answered the prayers!

OOps! I did it AGAIN!

I gave someone a piece of my mind again! WOO HOO! it felt SUPER GOOD!

Very honestly, I am A LOT more patient to outsiders than to my own family member. Yup, I dare to admit. I am really very sorry to my family at times...

one thing I CANNOT tolerate is lies and promise breakers. OF COS, sometimes I do make the same mistake, BUT, I make sure I pay back whatever I broke. THATS WHY, I do not flare up until that same person does the same thing for more than 10 times consecutively! Yes, I counted, and i mean it. 10 TIMES, CONSECUTIVELY ! Also, I seldom come across such people. It just shows how thick skin and selfish they are. Always only thinking for themselves and their pitiful needs.

And yes, that feller did it to my sister, who gave her so much attention and care! Who will also ALWAYS answer her calls and listen to all the things she wants to complain about! Too bad, that person stepped on the tail of MEAN GIRL!

Don't anyone dare make use of the goodness of people around me. They don't know what they are messing with!

Parents-Teachers Conference

It's really stressful as this is my first year getting so up close with parents in times like this. First time because I've never taken a class formally. I've always been a music and movement teacher, and that does not require me to do observations, interpretations and comments.

This time, I have 16 children to account for.

For those who chance upon this post and have read it, please pray for me before you move on to another blog. I need wisdom and wits to be able to answer any questions or doubts appropriately, clarity of speech (sound professional) and mind (being alert).

Thank you so much peeps

P.S, Parent-Teacher Conference is on this Saturday, 23/5/2009 at 8.30pm - 12nn or 1pm.

Standing in between the living and the dead.

Amazing video by Bill Wilson.

From being an orphan himself, picked up by a stranger on the streets, brought into a church, responded to the altar call and was the only one who had no counsellor to talk to cos he was too dirty. HE IS NOW RUNNING A LARGEST CHILDREN'S MINISTRY IN AMERICA! He is my hero...

All those that he mentioned on the videos that impacted the children alot, are not those who

• are from well to do families,
• have great education background,
• have many achievements in life.

in fact, they are the people who are the most looked down upon. A lady who doesn't speak english except for the phrase, "I love you, Jesus loves you." encouraged a boy whom no one has ever heard his voice to stutter the words, "III...... llllooo...vvvvveee.... yyyoooouuu..... t...oooo" on the day he was beaten to death...

I am so inspired... I want to hug the smelliest child... I want to spend all my money on children! I want to be a pillar to children who has no pillars to lean on! My love for children increased so much... It's tangible...

Sun Ho and Pst Kong

I woke up not knowing what to do till service at 5pm... I only know that I can't start my day unmotivated... Sun Ho is all that I thought of.

Youtube is the best... soon enough, I've watched videos after videos of Sun and pst Kong for 2hours! She is simply amazing... the things she's doing in China, her bod, her voice... WOO HOO! And he, he is just classy... the things he's doing around the world, flying everywhere and driving a push in everyone... POWER!

I'm so glad I'm part of the family.

The Most Beautiful Song EVER...

I'm sorry that I've hurt You
I took forgranted all You gave so freely to me
I pray its not too late
To save You from a broken heart
To promise You I'll make a brand new start
Believe me when I say

You are all that I need
The only treasure I seek
You're the air that helps me breath
Through the darkness
Light when I fall down on my knees
I was blind but now i see
You are all that I need

I know I'm far from perfect
Like a child that needs a guiding hand
Can you stay here with me
I finally understand
You've always been the missing part
Complete the jig saw puzzle of my heart
Please hear me, when I say

Please let me hear Your voice again
Let me hear You say Your love will never end
That whatever it takes You'll be there.
(believe me when i say)

By: Corrine May

Take heart, don't be dismay... please keep on keeping on. Thanks for trusting me so much to tell me all. My heart goes out to you...

Love you loads my dear friend...

p.s. through you, I am strengthened.

Great Day!

It was really draining in the beginning... as I don't really know them yet... soon, it is just me and him...

As I fractically try and look for people to come, or to join whoever that's outside, it seems like no one else is free! So, I thought, it should be fine, since he is funnily funny, sincere and real. Through dinner, we shared so much and laughed and joked loads!

I was encouraged.

ALL AH BENGS ARE SO COOL!

Yup, it was the best hang out ever!
Thanks Alex! ^_^
All complains and unhappiness left behind...