Sunday, July 29, 2007

My Sunday. Yes... MINE!

My COusins!~
























































The 3 youngest girls just came back from Taiwan. I embraced them! They're my REAL darlings~ Eliora's such a darling! Dora's the sweetest! Clara's the jumpiest!

The past 3days of Pastor Sy Roger was an ENORMOUS BLAST! I learned. A LOT! I have to say, he's my favourite speaker! Satan gets slaps in the most original way! Just get yourself back up and refuse to do what that will give you pleasure only for awhile. Look towards eternity! There's so much to share~ So little time.

Jin Hwee wants me to blog this about her: She ate 2 servings of spaghetti! Where did she get that appetite from?! She is not overweight! NOT AT ALL! This girl surprises me at time.

Last day at FTMS:
  • This is the day that the Lord has made.
  • Can't wait to move on.
  • This is the place where lots was taught, trained and made to change.
  • We're all going to miss this place.
  • Happiness and heartbreaking times.
  • Everyone took pictures. Where's mine?~
I spent my past 1yr and 6mths here. All I can say is, IT'S WORTH IT! Moving on to greater heights. A lot more to explore and learn. I've not known myself well enough yet. God, reveal to me my full purpose!

Thursday, July 26, 2007

TRUST?!

Went to Henderson with Elaine today. She told me a lot about the earlier times of hoGc. Aasta and Agnes. I walked on the road where they laid before breathing their last. We talked about the 1st 9 stones. What they went through and how things went by. Elaine's great man! She brought me to the hawker where hoGc youths use to hang out at. I feel more connected to whatever that is in happening in church now.

Everybody have their own set of point of view. Everybody's point of view sounds correct. Everybody have their own way of interpreting things. Especially when they are influenced by different group of people from you.
What's important is the will to pick up every brokenness, throw them to God, and move on no matter how difficult it is. Yup, don't have to keep explaining. If you cared, you will. So as to keep away from more misunderstandings.
Explain to people who care, people who are involved... The lazy way out is just, staying away and see things change... Whether for the good or for the worse. That's my point of view~ haha~ It's all so easy to say.

Anyway, what's trust? How to trust God even more? Maryse said. If there's no one you feel you can trust, ultimately, there's God whom you can definitely trust. The one we should turn to above everything else. Maryse is great too!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Some thoughts.

The People That Think They Can!
If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't!
If you like to win, but think you can't,
It's almost a cinch that you won't.

If you think that you'll lose, you've lost;
For out in the world you'll find
Success begins with a person's Will;
It's all in one's State of Mind!

If you think you're outclassed, you are;
You've got to think High to Rise
You've got to be sure of yourself
Before you can win the Prize

Life's battles don't always go to
The strongest of fastest woman or man;
But sooner of later, the people that win
Are the People that Think They Can!

Who's to Blame?
This is a story about People named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

p.s: I'm still trying to figure out this passage too...

Don't Quit
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low,
And the depths are high, and you want to smile,
But you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out,
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far.
So stick in the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seems worse,
That you must not quit.


To be continued...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Pics VOMITTED! rAnDoMlY~

ALL OF THEM LOOK GREAT!!
Who dare to disagree?! HAHA~ I love ALL these people!
I love a lot others too! but, they're just not fortunate... wahaha~ Love la love la~


















Thursday, July 19, 2007

The Fair Ladies!

Jiexin, Hui Yun, Sylvia and I met on Tuesday. Quite random, but was cool la! We went to watch Harry Potter... NOT NICE!! It wasn't magical enough! The whole story content was SO lengthy~ Don't know which kuku keep saying it's nice~ haha...

Harry Potter kissed for the sake of kissing! That scene was super weird. Will not discourage all of u to go experience it yourself though. Go and watch Harry Potter!! HAHA~

A K1 boy walks in and out of the classroom, into the hall where I'm always stationed in prepare for any classes coming in for lessons.

Abinesh: Teacher Rebekah, can you give me a high 5?
(Slaps high 5)
Abinesh: Another 1!
Queen: Ok!
(Slaps another high 5)
Abinesh: ANOTHER 1!
Queen: Erm...? Haha~
(Slaps yet another high 5)

Queen: Why do you keep walking in and out of the classroom?
Abinesh: Because I like you Teacher Rebekah.
Queen: Can you go back to class, help Teacher Lai Ping.

Honestly, deep down, I'm glad I brought them so much fun. Really LOVE these kids! At least they have natural gratitude. But will they grow up to be like adults?Were the adults as innocent as they were? OH Well...

Monday, July 16, 2007

Never been fresher~

Today, the air seems fresher! haha~ Couldn't wait for 5pm to come. I feel stronger, more confident and more peace! God allows us in situations to push us towards Himself. I mean, he knows trials are good to train us.

I made a mistake. I'm glad I realised it now than later. I learned it the hard way. Will not let it just pass by and let things be. I'm on my way to a better me! I'm not ashamed to lift my hands and admit that.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Hold your breath!

I've got LOADS to say. But I decided to put them all aside and blog about this. Just one thing. We've got to start to take note of people around us.

No use taking sides. No use trying to lie your way through. There is no secrets in the house of God.
Who's been yacking all the nonsense in our ears and make us lost balance in judging right from wrongs. Got to get it right again! Listen to all sides of a story! Missing out any information causes great disaster!

Let's learn to filter every word people tries to say to us. Including mine!

During devotion at work today: Eli and His Woodcrafts.

Eli's hobby was to make lots of wooden dolls. Tall or short, fat or thin. Emotional or courageous. All kinds of character he made them in. Each of them have their own lives (Yes, the wooden dolls are alive!)

The more Eli made, the more the wooden world gets selfish and corrupted. They begin to label each other according to the things they do. Good and bad in the wooden world's eyes. If you're hardworking, you'll get a star sticker. If you didn't do well in school, you'll get a red spot. It's a law to paste all of those things on their bodies, so that everyone can see.

Of course, those who get more stars, felt good about themselves and vice versa.

There was a particular wooden doll name, Elias(made up) who has loads of red spots on him. He's forgetful, timid, not as good looking as the rest. Everyone thinks that he's a natural loser. Therefore, he didn't like to go out at all. He hate the look in people's eyes. The way they look at him like a loser.

One day, Elias was alone in his room again... feeling sorry for himself. He looked out of the window, and saw a beautiful girl, Minna(made up too). He realised that she got no stickers on her. No stars, no red spots. NOTHING! This aroused his curiosity. He made his way out of the house to meet the girl.

Elias: "Hi, I'm Elias. I just need to ask you a question. How come the stickers people tries to stick on you doesn't stay on your body?"

Minna: "I had a lot of red spots in the past. I hate the sight of them and in other people's eyes. I thought to myself... If Eli made me, I'm sure he would have ways to help me get out of this. Oh! I see all the spots on you too... I urge you to meet Eli soon. Why don't you just go to him? I'm sure he's able to help. Like how he helped me."

Elias thought to himself: "Why would Eli see me? He would be too busy doing other things. I'm sure I'm just a small fry in his sight. Why would he bother about me?

Knowing all that he is thinking, since she's gone through the same thoughts before, said, "Just give it a shoot. No point standing here and ponder. No harm trying ya? "

Elias decided to make his way. Upon seeing Eli, he was welcomed with a great hug. At one look at Elias, Eli knew what to do for him. Eli also knew that he would come and seek help. In fact, he sent Minna to be around Elias.

Take a bold step of faith to go back to our creator!
Eli --> God
Elias --> Our old ways, past and discouragements
Minna --> Changed man. New spiritual man.





Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Going well... doing well.

Feel good! This week has been great thus far. Plus tomorrow, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, it'll be perfect! Friday's going to be crazy!

Talking to someone who's mature and objective is great man! Really don't have to be afraid if I would be influenced in the wrong way. I know he speaks with wisdom and experience. 100% trust toward him. Now I'm taking things objectively as well.

No wrong conceptions. No doubts. No bad attitudes. I love people around me! YES! Every single one around me. Including you!

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Racheal and Karen

Went out with Racheal and Karen on... I forgot which day. But it was FUN! Racheal is a CRAZY person. Walked from Esplanade to Raffles City. On the way, we went into different hotels' toilets to take pictures! Where are the pictures Rebekah?! They're all with Karen la... She's not ready. She's not ready to be ready. Looking for another chance to talk to her.

Today's service was EXCITING can?! I received... I can't respond. I can't tell you things. We have a evil mouth growing among us! Get ride of it before it starts to devour us! It's a DEEP one! What's the point?

Phrase of the Week:
There are a thousand reasons why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe...
-Corrine May's song

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Work and Play!

Good morning song at work:

Good morning teachers,
Good morning friends.
I'm glad you are here(well) today.
We have a busy day before us!
(Because our God have made things for us)
Lots of work(joy) and lots of play(praise).

Good bye song at work:

Good bye, good bye.
To you and YoU and YOU!
Good bye, good bye.
May God watch over YOU!

Ms Chua: Goodbye children
Children: Goodbye Ms Chua!
Ms Chua: Say goodbye to teachers
Children: Goodbye teachers!
Ms Chua: Say goodbye to friends
Children: Goodbye friends!
Ms Chua: See you tomorrow
Children: See you tomorrow!

Everything that happens in between is WOO HOO!~ Kumon is great too! Working on simple sums and working against time is exciting! That's to train my brain. Need to train my brain to focus! I play games and earn money at the same time!

Work's so fun! Play is work! I love my life!

Sunday, July 1, 2007

That's LOVE!

Pst How: Rebekah, how are you?
Rebekah: I'm ok Pastor.
Pst How: Are you still growing strong in God?
Rebekah: Oh~ Erm....
Pst How: Why the hesitance?
Rebekah: Erm, trying to be stronger pastor.
Pst How: Ok, tell me what's one thing that you think is hindering you.
Rebekah: Scatterbrainess pastor.
Pst How: What's that?
Rebekah: I'm very scatterbrain pastor.
Pst How: Oh, so are you discouraged by that?
Rebekah: Yes pastor, sometimes.
Pst How: Ok, Liane. Go and teach her. Minister to her. I mean it. Now.

Rebekah and Liane: Huh? oh~ Goodness. ok. Haha.
Learned that, I have not thought of the consequence the other might face if I forget things. It may be nothing to me, but to the other party who trust me to do certain things might be affected. Yup, I'll learn to see from the other angle.

Pst Lia: Rebekah, you lost weight is it?
Rebekah: Huh?! Pastor, actually I gained weight.
Pst Lia: Is it? You look like you've lost weight.
Rebekah: Oh ya. I lost some weight, then I gained weight again. So overall I looked like I've lost weight.
Pst Lia: Haha~ Encouraged to hear that you've lost weight?
Rebekah: Yes Pastor.
Pst Lia: You really look smaller. I need to lose weight too.

Dad came to fetch me home. I poured out all unhappiness at home. Felt good. Dad's great! Thank God for Dad!

But, irritating imps must always appear at home. Sometimes situations make me believe that good days don't last. Give up on me for all I care! I still have Dad, church and the trinity God! Who will not judge me for the things I do. They don't deny all my goodness when my weakness show. Thats LOVE!

Garrett
Sing Hian
Hui Ling
Zelia
Maryse
Bryan
Dinnie
Feng Xu
Jie Wei
Yi Ling
Zi Heng
Marisa
Fion
Lester
Gynn
Gabriel
Kesh
Charlotte
Joanne Soh
Joanne Soh
Grismond
Xin Jie
Chek Yeow
Yang Xin Yi
Horng Yu