More than falling back physically(Damn painful!), I fell back emotionally and spiritually too. Everything seems alright. To others, am fine. Everything's going according to my plans. At this rate, will I end up in hell? Damn scared. Everything's ok, but not everything is wrapped up nicely. It feels like there are things leaking somewhere in my life. Though I know exactly where, yet I AM STILL NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT! I need to get up and move again. I need to get strong on the inside. I need to keep fighting. I need to flee from all temptations. I know I can. I KNOW I CAN!
but......
Monday, May 19, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Cute, Nonsensical Experience!
hahaha yes, as the title suggest, cute and nonsensical experience for the past 4-5months! Quite difficult to pull it out of my life though. But its good ^_^ Kinda know what's even more important in life.
Anyway, WHY AM I BLOGGING?! hahaha... Tomorrow's another day at work and school... Can't get to sleep... I had a 3hrs rest from 6pm tp 9pm. Now I'm stuck between sleepiness and alertness (if you went through this nonsense before too...)
Projects are dueing on Wednesday. HALLELUJAH! Am prepared ok! Who thinks that projects are fun!? (Rebekah thinks so!)
Got my laptop, Ipod nano, CRUMPLER!!! I AM SO MATERIALISTIC!!! I love it! SPOIL ME! I deserve it! hahaha~ Can't wait for Tuesday to come... I am itching to SING!~ Both of you have to bear with me! hehehe~
Till then~ I love everyone! YES E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E!
Anyway, WHY AM I BLOGGING?! hahaha... Tomorrow's another day at work and school... Can't get to sleep... I had a 3hrs rest from 6pm tp 9pm. Now I'm stuck between sleepiness and alertness (if you went through this nonsense before too...)
Projects are dueing on Wednesday. HALLELUJAH! Am prepared ok! Who thinks that projects are fun!? (Rebekah thinks so!)
Got my laptop, Ipod nano, CRUMPLER!!! I AM SO MATERIALISTIC!!! I love it! SPOIL ME! I deserve it! hahaha~ Can't wait for Tuesday to come... I am itching to SING!~ Both of you have to bear with me! hehehe~
Till then~ I love everyone! YES E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E!
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