Children church! I AM BACK IN! YAY! Waited a million years!
Attitude determines altitude. I shall be broken! I will be broken! God, Pastors, Leaders and then me.
Even if I'm maligned, I'll still say, "I am sorry". Even if I don't understand, I'll still take it and move on and know that it will be made known to me at a later time...
I have been so unreasonable for so long. Now, it's PAY BACK TIME!~
Thank You FiFi and Liane! I finally can get to move on...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I didn't Hate her...
I don't dislike her at all. In fact, I like her. She's quite sweet. Just didn't like the insecurities bringing her down... looking for attention and assurance in wrong places. Determines her values on what that is unable to be stable even.
I want to see her moving on. I want to watch how she'll find her purpose in life instead of hating it. My heart goes out to her... I didn't hate her...
I want to see her moving on. I want to watch how she'll find her purpose in life instead of hating it. My heart goes out to her... I didn't hate her...
Monday, May 25, 2009
Hui Ling is the best la ka!
Clear minded! Set it straight to the point. Bring your confusions to her and she sets it all in place for you.
Hui Ling only deserves to be with the best! hehe~ I'll see to it.
Hui Ling only deserves to be with the best! hehe~ I'll see to it.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Trusting and Sharing
Yes, there are many nice people out there. In fact EVERYONE wants to be a nice person. Everyone wants others to only know their flawless front.
Yes, everyone wants to be trustworthy. Situations gets a better of us. We let it out of the bag. Who can forgive that?
And yes, there are many people who would claim that you can tell them anything and they will always lend their listening hears to you. Then again, how many can listen and not pass out judgement as immediately as anything is told to them? Every few... So few that, it is only within my right hand.
I can't. I am still judgemental. I need to change. QUICKLY!
Then again, no one is 100% good or 100% bad. We all learn to give and take. Love and accept. LEARN THAT REBEKAH!
Till then, I love
P.S. relationship with mum = relationship with others.
Still testing and proving this point. 60% true.
Yes, everyone wants to be trustworthy. Situations gets a better of us. We let it out of the bag. Who can forgive that?
And yes, there are many people who would claim that you can tell them anything and they will always lend their listening hears to you. Then again, how many can listen and not pass out judgement as immediately as anything is told to them? Every few... So few that, it is only within my right hand.
I can't. I am still judgemental. I need to change. QUICKLY!
Then again, no one is 100% good or 100% bad. We all learn to give and take. Love and accept. LEARN THAT REBEKAH!
Till then, I love
- God
- Pastors
- Life
- Children
- My job
- People
P.S. relationship with mum = relationship with others.
Still testing and proving this point. 60% true.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Something Good...
I'm glad that I have all the nice people around me! ^_^ people who give me genuine care and concerns all the time! Parent Teacher Conference's OVER! time to create HAVOC! haehae!
PTC was indeed interesting. I was SUPER worried about my language, and being unable to express myself clearly to parents, or if whatever they ask would be too tricky for me to answer them properly.
BUT NO! today went really well! I had a CHIT CHAT session with 10 parents! Love PTC! Love Portfolios! Love the children and how they are improving! I LOVE MY JOB!
To those who took the time to read and pray for me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! You guys are SO spiritual, God answered the prayers!
PTC was indeed interesting. I was SUPER worried about my language, and being unable to express myself clearly to parents, or if whatever they ask would be too tricky for me to answer them properly.
BUT NO! today went really well! I had a CHIT CHAT session with 10 parents! Love PTC! Love Portfolios! Love the children and how they are improving! I LOVE MY JOB!
To those who took the time to read and pray for me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! You guys are SO spiritual, God answered the prayers!
OOps! I did it AGAIN!
I gave someone a piece of my mind again! WOO HOO! it felt SUPER GOOD!
Very honestly, I am A LOT more patient to outsiders than to my own family member. Yup, I dare to admit. I am really very sorry to my family at times...
one thing I CANNOT tolerate is lies and promise breakers. OF COS, sometimes I do make the same mistake, BUT, I make sure I pay back whatever I broke. THATS WHY, I do not flare up until that same person does the same thing for more than 10 times consecutively! Yes, I counted, and i mean it. 10 TIMES, CONSECUTIVELY ! Also, I seldom come across such people. It just shows how thick skin and selfish they are. Always only thinking for themselves and their pitiful needs.
And yes, that feller did it to my sister, who gave her so much attention and care! Who will also ALWAYS answer her calls and listen to all the things she wants to complain about! Too bad, that person stepped on the tail of MEAN GIRL!
Don't anyone dare make use of the goodness of people around me. They don't know what they are messing with!
Very honestly, I am A LOT more patient to outsiders than to my own family member. Yup, I dare to admit. I am really very sorry to my family at times...
one thing I CANNOT tolerate is lies and promise breakers. OF COS, sometimes I do make the same mistake, BUT, I make sure I pay back whatever I broke. THATS WHY, I do not flare up until that same person does the same thing for more than 10 times consecutively! Yes, I counted, and i mean it. 10 TIMES, CONSECUTIVELY ! Also, I seldom come across such people. It just shows how thick skin and selfish they are. Always only thinking for themselves and their pitiful needs.
And yes, that feller did it to my sister, who gave her so much attention and care! Who will also ALWAYS answer her calls and listen to all the things she wants to complain about! Too bad, that person stepped on the tail of MEAN GIRL!
Don't anyone dare make use of the goodness of people around me. They don't know what they are messing with!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Parents-Teachers Conference
It's really stressful as this is my first year getting so up close with parents in times like this. First time because I've never taken a class formally. I've always been a music and movement teacher, and that does not require me to do observations, interpretations and comments.
This time, I have 16 children to account for.
For those who chance upon this post and have read it, please pray for me before you move on to another blog. I need wisdom and wits to be able to answer any questions or doubts appropriately, clarity of speech (sound professional) and mind (being alert).
Thank you so much peeps
P.S, Parent-Teacher Conference is on this Saturday, 23/5/2009 at 8.30pm - 12nn or 1pm.
This time, I have 16 children to account for.
For those who chance upon this post and have read it, please pray for me before you move on to another blog. I need wisdom and wits to be able to answer any questions or doubts appropriately, clarity of speech (sound professional) and mind (being alert).
Thank you so much peeps
P.S, Parent-Teacher Conference is on this Saturday, 23/5/2009 at 8.30pm - 12nn or 1pm.
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