SOW is really tough... nevermind, I'll practice. See how far practising can bring me to... SCARED! So many pros in SOW!!! Spoil market ah! hahaha...
Finally, it's the last day of BMT(Basic ministry training) today. I'm so glad I made it through... ^_^
Rebekah, press on!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I made it!
I'm back from Phil! It was a blast! We had so much fun with the Pinoys, feeding the hungry, painting the orphanage and spending time with the children. Pastor Cleo and Pastor Cindy are the best people in Phil. God's work through their hands are really amazing. I'm definitely going back there every year with the team!
I'm still thinking of them every night. Apple, John, Lyn, Annabel, Cindy, Jean, Marc, Nelson, Johmpo, Carlo, Leonora, Finly, GG, Reah and Micheal
On top of those, I was chosen to join SOW-keyboard! So exciting! I'm taking up BMT-Basic Ministry Training again! Things are picking up. I'm still here with no strings attached except God's love and mercy on my life!
I'm still thinking of them every night. Apple, John, Lyn, Annabel, Cindy, Jean, Marc, Nelson, Johmpo, Carlo, Leonora, Finly, GG, Reah and Micheal
On top of those, I was chosen to join SOW-keyboard! So exciting! I'm taking up BMT-Basic Ministry Training again! Things are picking up. I'm still here with no strings attached except God's love and mercy on my life!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Absolutely blown away by God's work in this centuary.. Dr. Rev. Kong Hee is really BIG, ENORMOUS, HUMONGOUS! All that is said and done, shown and heard, I can only sit back and look at the whole project from my own mini view. It is really too amazing for me to digest. Sun, she is such a role model!
I can't wait for my Philippians trip on Wednesday! We are going to do exactly what Sun is doing in her humanitarian works! So exciting!
There is so much I want to do... Yet, I'm afraid that I'll give up half way like I used to... Nick Vujicic said that he is most afraid of forgetting how God has led him through the years. I too! I've forgotten so many times, backslided and hop from church to church all my life. It is really scary to go into all that again...
I am still here because God do not want to see me anywhere else out of his love. God dotes. God cares. God LOVES!
Holy Spirit keeps me going...
This is my cry, my one desire. More of You.
The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and True
The God I know My refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ Revealed
The God I know
Light of the city
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are
So are we
I can't wait for my Philippians trip on Wednesday! We are going to do exactly what Sun is doing in her humanitarian works! So exciting!
There is so much I want to do... Yet, I'm afraid that I'll give up half way like I used to... Nick Vujicic said that he is most afraid of forgetting how God has led him through the years. I too! I've forgotten so many times, backslided and hop from church to church all my life. It is really scary to go into all that again...
I am still here because God do not want to see me anywhere else out of his love. God dotes. God cares. God LOVES!
Holy Spirit keeps me going...
This is my cry, my one desire. More of You.
The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and True
The God I know My refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ Revealed
The God I know
Light of the city
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are
So are we
Monday, November 3, 2008
Celestial!
Was super fun! haha Jackson dressed up the most~ cool guy la~
After Celestial, we (Huiyun, Winnie, Xinyi, Maybeline, Pei Shan, Jackson, Samuel, Louis and I) went to Cineleisure's Kbox till 6am! hahaha~ reached home at about 7plus, sleep till 9plus, wake up and prepare to go to my cousin's church with Careen. There's so much to say about their church, but I think i'll save it for other days.
Went Kbox again with my cousin Miriam... this time i was really sick of it... time passed super slowly. Miriam and I hang out till 10plus before I was to go appear secretly at Salome's birthday party... Miriam is the best la~ She and her family. They are the most giving people I see other than Pastor How and Pastor Lia.
It was really fun~ hahaha... long time no see them.(Silas, Shuwen, Jolin and Salome) was a great time with them and meeting new people (Pastor Aaron, Jack and shani) who are from SOT, School Of Theology. Amazing people doing amazing things.
It was a pleasant hang out till I found myself in my room at 1.30am! TIME TO SLEEP! I've practically not slept for the past 39hours! Tired...
After Celestial, we (Huiyun, Winnie, Xinyi, Maybeline, Pei Shan, Jackson, Samuel, Louis and I) went to Cineleisure's Kbox till 6am! hahaha~ reached home at about 7plus, sleep till 9plus, wake up and prepare to go to my cousin's church with Careen. There's so much to say about their church, but I think i'll save it for other days.
Went Kbox again with my cousin Miriam... this time i was really sick of it... time passed super slowly. Miriam and I hang out till 10plus before I was to go appear secretly at Salome's birthday party... Miriam is the best la~ She and her family. They are the most giving people I see other than Pastor How and Pastor Lia.
It was really fun~ hahaha... long time no see them.(Silas, Shuwen, Jolin and Salome) was a great time with them and meeting new people (Pastor Aaron, Jack and shani) who are from SOT, School Of Theology. Amazing people doing amazing things.
It was a pleasant hang out till I found myself in my room at 1.30am! TIME TO SLEEP! I've practically not slept for the past 39hours! Tired...
Friday, October 31, 2008
its a whole new world!
charlotte's blog inspired me to start posting again
i get to relive a N1 class today. So exciting! so many small humans walking around and telling me about their new bottles, how fast they can drink water and what not the whole day! the usual 3 times a week, 30mins every time they meet me for music and movement lessons is NOT enough?
I secretly hope that teachers fall sick everyday~ so that i can have more cantact with the children... *Evil Rebekah arises sometimes~
But I still enjoy music and movement lessons with them ok! hahaha
there's this other pleasant day... havent been so pleasant for the past 1yr ++! mon. deepavali, G3 and G30 came down to church for praise and worship session. it's the most powerful CG level meeting ever in the past 2years and 9months! after that, most of us went for lunch, shop, talk, LAUGH together. 13 of us altogether. ask me how we shop TOGETHER? i don't know! we just did it! hahaha~ everyone seems so at ease. like everyone is enjoying everyone's company. we had great time bonding. n as usual, i laughed the loudest, and I'm not ashamed abt it! WHATHAHAHAHA!!! ^_^
elaine said, "no peace within self, no peace with people around you." i often have no peace with people at home in the past. well, i was super insecure. now that things are getting better, i feel much better too. think of this friends, if you feel that you've been getting into quarrels with people around you a little too often... maybe its time to check your hearts. are you having war with yourself?
relax! let the vibes go.(its an art that's a little too difficult to master.)I'm learning still.
being the the valley of "everything's alright" for too long makes me long for the submit. Sometimes, I dread being still at the same valley... this longing becomes a strength and now i'm making my way up the mountain again. LEVEL up!?
Whatever other people thinks, I
Love children!
Love life!
charlotte's blog inspired me to start posting again
i get to relive a N1 class today. So exciting! so many small humans walking around and telling me about their new bottles, how fast they can drink water and what not the whole day! the usual 3 times a week, 30mins every time they meet me for music and movement lessons is NOT enough?
I secretly hope that teachers fall sick everyday~ so that i can have more cantact with the children... *Evil Rebekah arises sometimes~
But I still enjoy music and movement lessons with them ok! hahaha
there's this other pleasant day... havent been so pleasant for the past 1yr ++! mon. deepavali, G3 and G30 came down to church for praise and worship session. it's the most powerful CG level meeting ever in the past 2years and 9months! after that, most of us went for lunch, shop, talk, LAUGH together. 13 of us altogether. ask me how we shop TOGETHER? i don't know! we just did it! hahaha~ everyone seems so at ease. like everyone is enjoying everyone's company. we had great time bonding. n as usual, i laughed the loudest, and I'm not ashamed abt it! WHATHAHAHAHA!!! ^_^
elaine said, "no peace within self, no peace with people around you." i often have no peace with people at home in the past. well, i was super insecure. now that things are getting better, i feel much better too. think of this friends, if you feel that you've been getting into quarrels with people around you a little too often... maybe its time to check your hearts. are you having war with yourself?
relax! let the vibes go.(its an art that's a little too difficult to master.)I'm learning still.
being the the valley of "everything's alright" for too long makes me long for the submit. Sometimes, I dread being still at the same valley... this longing becomes a strength and now i'm making my way up the mountain again. LEVEL up!?
Whatever other people thinks, I
Love children!
Love life!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Birthday Card from Pastors
Tears just welled up uncontrollably. Simple words, yet full of love. How come every sentence seems to tell so much about what I'm going through. So amazed...
PS: was watching LA PI XIAO XIN when I received the card...
PS: was watching LA PI XIAO XIN when I received the card...
Most People...
Most people are different at home and outside. The only people I am sure are not like this are only Pastors. I mean Pastor How and Pastor Lia and all the other people they trust.
Behaving differently shouldn't be considered as being hypocritical... Most of the time, we're trying to be better out of home where everyone has already boxed us up in a certain mindset. Where words flow FREE and FAST. Where words like knives fly around all the time.
Home is the real place where the word of God that says, "out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." comes to past. What you are really like, shows up at home. Which is also usually hidden when we are with others.
I am not as nice when I am at home and when I am out with all of you! (My dear friends) At least I'm honest about this part of me. Some of you might already have encountered my temper when others tries to be nasty too~ Well, who's the hypocrite then~
As far as I'm concerned, I'll try my best to face my emotions and problems readily and honestly all the time. Am human too!
Behaving differently shouldn't be considered as being hypocritical... Most of the time, we're trying to be better out of home where everyone has already boxed us up in a certain mindset. Where words flow FREE and FAST. Where words like knives fly around all the time.
Home is the real place where the word of God that says, "out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." comes to past. What you are really like, shows up at home. Which is also usually hidden when we are with others.
I am not as nice when I am at home and when I am out with all of you! (My dear friends) At least I'm honest about this part of me. Some of you might already have encountered my temper when others tries to be nasty too~ Well, who's the hypocrite then~
As far as I'm concerned, I'll try my best to face my emotions and problems readily and honestly all the time. Am human too!
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