Where did my time go?!

Finally I get to update again. Been lacking sleep and finally, I've replenished all the time I've stayed up to... I don't know do what. Anyway, It's great to feel super alive again!

It's 1 year anniversary to:

• My time in early childhood career.
• My condition...

God is in control. Whenever I call out, "Shepherd, come to me. I need you. Come and help me." I know He'll definitely come and lift me through. When resentment, bitterness, self-pity and fear talks, I will develop the ability to shut them off with the power of the Holy spirit.

I can't wait for service to start! 41st day, Pastor How's powerful message! I don't believe I won't be renewed today! I'm ready to receive! I'm HUNGRY!(physically and SPIRITUALLY!...)

I learned~

We can worship without being able to be a praying warrior. A praying warrior definitely can worship!

While Maryse and I were doing our reading in the Pre school, Boon Kiat entered. Soon, Maryse need to go, and Boon Kiat started doing his QT. In the cry room just next door, a CG was having worship session. God's presence overflowed into our room and soon Boon Kiat started worshiping too. While I read my book with more anointing both from the author and from my environment. I'm suddenly reminded of the times I just started my walk here in this amazing church. Those were the times that I'm not distracted by other unnecessary things. Those were the times I'm most secure under a great leader. Thats exactly what I've been looking for since I lost it. Now, I'm working towards it again.

My Lord will lead me there as I keep seeking.

The book I was reading was, Hinds feet on High places by Hannah Hurnard. It was GREAT!!! The content is SO true! So encouraging! There's so much in stored in this book~ Taught me so much! Now I know why my leader wants me to get it. Names of the characters in this book are so CUTE! A MUST GET!

How often do u see me with books besides the bible and my notebook since I step into church?Hardly huh?~ hehe~ I read the 1st 5 chapters in 1 breath!! Being a naturally slow reader, that's something I've never done before! Exciting book can?!~ hahaha it's only $13.90 from Generation bookstore!

Charlotte Chan~

Here it goes! 50 words!~

10 Sep 07, 01:44 charLotte: OF COZZ ! HAHA ! CHAN ALWAYS ROCKS !!!!!! 11 Sep 07, 00:05 Queen: Hanna!~ hahahaha~ 11 Sep 07, 23:27 charLotte: i hate tmr ! blog abt me !!!!!! 50 words! 12 Sep 07, 16:01 Queen-Char: Eh~Can I act blur about that tag?! haha ok la ok la~ coming soon la~ planning the script now!!! Big project from charlotte must plan 1! hahaha 12 Sep 07, 16:25 Queen-Char: the difficult thing is... cannot be more than 50words! hahaha This girl is such a happy nut~ Laughter is funny like nothing else! Everybody knows that~ Super real. Nothing to hide. She is what you see. Super sincere! I like that!~ Ah siao~ hurry up set up your pc and read this! Naughty girl! We'll get through all these soon! You're such a joy! IKEA!! WHEN?! I want the meatballs! wahahaha~ p.s : Got 50 words already?! hahaha~ Kidding la~ You'll hear more when I see you~

Fearful~

I admit, I'm terrified around you. But a sense of Godly fear always comes immediately after I'm reminded of you. That leaves me in a presence, full of joy and peace. Today, that fear was immediately transformed into an ability to sense the presence of God quite readily.

It kept saying, 'be still and know that I am God. Every thing's in good hands.'

God is good all the time. All the time, God is good!

I wonder who's next in line. So excited to find out! hahahha~ I love people. Good or bad. Everyone deserves yet another chance! Everyone deserves to be loved cos' God loves us unconditionally! I can't wait to see the more spiritual us. Going to be great! Till then, we'll all be SO mature, SO secure! God, will lead us there! ^_^

Rebekah: "It's been a long time God..."

It's been a long time since I thought that doing quiet time is such a joy. Everyday with Jesus is amazing! Through it, I was reminded, captivated and now, I'm so inspired to throw everything else behind and keep moving up~

Worship session was randomly amazing~ It's been a long time since I last prayed so strongly in tongues that I felt a breakthrough in the atmosphere! People cried, people smiled when God moves around us in the room. Maryse said that she saw God in her spiritual eyes. HE is huge! God was lifted up!

Yang Xin Yi prayed for me and it was TOTALLY HALLELUJAH! Yes, I will not be limited by people's words.~ I am not what people say I am. I am not what different kinds of tests defines me as. I am YOUR creation. YOU reveal my character, strengths and personality to me. Yes, I will come up stronger and even hungrier for YOUR presence! The unlawful hunger!

Wisdom tooth / Lame days are MY kinda days!

My 1st wisdom tooth! hahaha~ Late or what... Anyway, eating is a chore now. This half grown thing in my mouth is irritating! Now I feel dizzy. My head feels like it's cramped. What a slimy feeling...

Anyway again... I was so sleepy at work today, that while filling up the content page of the children's communication pouches... I fell asleep! haha~ while my eyes are closed, my hand's still able to write! After a second... I snapped back to consciousness and found the row of words rather untidy. Laughed at what I just did in the room by myself. How silly is that~ haha!

Yesterday, and the day before yesterday (Monday and Tuesday) was great la!~ I hung out with a few friends on Monday. From... I shall not tell you~ Hehe. He, she and I went out on Tuesday! Package A was the route we took.. haha~

Yes yes ok.. Package A - CityHall, walk pass esplanade, go to the very nice Spinelli cafe, and then to the ACTS bookstore(The book store i mentioned on this space about 1million yrs ago?!) then back to City hall for half priced cakes at Cafe cartel. But in the end, we end up going to the prata house at Serangoon. It was fun still~ It's the people we're with not the place we're at. It's the 2nd time he, she and I went out. I mean just the 3 of us... But we always had very nice chats and exciting things to plan for!

Oh if you're wondering... Yes, there's another package. Package B-Cineleisure, get a room to hang out and talk. In the room:TV, PS... and I don't know what. haha~ Some slackable place la. Since I suggested Package A, he suggested Package B. She had to chose which to go for. Package A! haha~

Lame days... but I like! hahaha~

Whatever it is...

I'm glad. Thanks~ From all these, we learned, grew and will forever be stuck on our hearts. ^_^ Manz... My head really hurts now... Whatever it takes, whatever the cost.

SLEEP! I'm coming! wahahaha~