its a whole new world!

charlotte's blog inspired me to start posting again

i get to relive a N1 class today. So exciting! so many small humans walking around and telling me about their new bottles, how fast they can drink water and what not the whole day! the usual 3 times a week, 30mins every time they meet me for music and movement lessons is NOT enough?

I secretly hope that teachers fall sick everyday~ so that i can have more cantact with the children... *Evil Rebekah arises sometimes~
But I still enjoy music and movement lessons with them ok! hahaha

there's this other pleasant day... havent been so pleasant for the past 1yr ++! mon. deepavali, G3 and G30 came down to church for praise and worship session. it's the most powerful CG level meeting ever in the past 2years and 9months! after that, most of us went for lunch, shop, talk, LAUGH together. 13 of us altogether. ask me how we shop TOGETHER? i don't know! we just did it! hahaha~ everyone seems so at ease. like everyone is enjoying everyone's company. we had great time bonding. n as usual, i laughed the loudest, and I'm not ashamed abt it! WHATHAHAHAHA!!! ^_^

elaine said, "no peace within self, no peace with people around you." i often have no peace with people at home in the past. well, i was super insecure. now that things are getting better, i feel much better too. think of this friends, if you feel that you've been getting into quarrels with people around you a little too often... maybe its time to check your hearts. are you having war with yourself?

relax! let the vibes go.(its an art that's a little too difficult to master.)I'm learning still.

being the the valley of "everything's alright" for too long makes me long for the submit. Sometimes, I dread being still at the same valley... this longing becomes a strength and now i'm making my way up the mountain again. LEVEL up!?

Whatever other people thinks, I
Love children!
Love life!

Birthday Card from Pastors

Tears just welled up uncontrollably. Simple words, yet full of love. How come every sentence seems to tell so much about what I'm going through. So amazed...

PS: was watching LA PI XIAO XIN when I received the card...

Most People...

Most people are different at home and outside. The only people I am sure are not like this are only Pastors. I mean Pastor How and Pastor Lia and all the other people they trust.

Behaving differently shouldn't be considered as being hypocritical... Most of the time, we're trying to be better out of home where everyone has already boxed us up in a certain mindset. Where words flow FREE and FAST. Where words like knives fly around all the time.

Home is the real place where the word of God that says, "out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." comes to past. What you are really like, shows up at home. Which is also usually hidden when we are with others.

I am not as nice when I am at home and when I am out with all of you! (My dear friends) At least I'm honest about this part of me. Some of you might already have encountered my temper when others tries to be nasty too~ Well, who's the hypocrite then~

As far as I'm concerned, I'll try my best to face my emotions and problems readily and honestly all the time. Am human too!

RAMLY BURGER SONG!!!

I've been listening to 98.7FM for the past 1month whenever I'm free. Just wanted to expose myself to more songs and "general" knowledge. Which it did help~

THEN! I came across this song. "... Ramly is good, good malaysian food. Ramly is good, eat it like you should..." WAHAHAHA!!! I was just my at house void deck. I didn't even dare to turn back and check if anyone's behind me before I want to burst out laughing. I CONTROLLED! But shoulders are harder to control... Darn funny~ Who in the world came up with such song? SO CUTE! haha~ must have had lots of revelation abt Ramly Burger...

I used to think people who listens to radio all the time are rather pathetic... Now, am doing the exact thing I thought was pathetic. I refuse to say that am pathetic though, I think radio's really interesting! Really builds up your knowledge about the entertainment world.

P.S I'm not backsliding~ hahaha!!!

So Encouraged!

It's 1.30am now. But I just need to get up and type this down before I forgot to show gratitude...

Linda, Joan, Ronal, Joyce, Liane and Samuel!
So many people spoke words of life to me today. I feel so charged up now! I really want to thank God la... Who else can give me such positive environment? Who else can bring me through the valleys of my life that I may once again see the goodness of summits. Such a pleasant day today. Everything seems so on the right track... I really hope I'll never need to go through the valleys again, but as Liane said, it WILL come again. But I know when it comes, I'll be stronger than before.

Gynn and Cui Ling, you've seen me fall and rise so many times during our days in secondary school. You've seen how much I've changed. You've seen me when I'm most insecure. You saw me improve in all areas. You've saw how I gain confidence. Both of you should be the last to deny God's power, plans and love in my life. All these can be in your life too! Cos I've been through it before and I'll get through it again! I've tested and proven it for you! Now it's your turn to taste and see that God is good for yourselves! I love you!

Then I got a chance to...

There's devotion every Thursday at St Paul's Kindergarten. Today's our turn(Elaine and I) Sharing my revelation about God after I decided to come back to stay. It was simple... was really careful with what I want to share. Makes sure that I don't say anything inaccurate. I shared that Eve was ALONE when she was looking at the fruit of knowledge of good and evil... in fact, SHE WASN'T! She was with Adam! Genesis 3:6 - ...... She also gave to her husband WITH HER, and he ate.

I was corrected on the spot. I'm glad I was! If not I'll be guilty of sharing the wrong word from the bible. Now I can be more sure than anyone else about this...

I love You Jesus, deep down in my heart! So deep that it gets pumped out and into the blood streams now its all over my body! I don't ever want to go through having bad attitude and ideas about You again... It's terrible... Keep on keeping on Rebekah...

If you are not a believer, WHY NOT?! It's so weird to not be a christian! It's a norm to believe, trust and depend on Him! The TRINITY GOD (Father, Son and the Holy Spirit) My God is so cool! There's no scandals in Heaven! My God is PERFECT!

Lost and Found

Lost my old hp... Found a new hp... Considered lost and found? haha~ Anyway... today's a bad day... Tomorrow's going to be a GREAT day! At least better than today... OH WELL~

One thing good though... Natassha and I clicked in the......(I don't know what)! Something is moving in this friendship with her! So exciting! We're so GAM! Sometimes there's no such thing as "I've known him/her long enough".

There's no such thing as... we SHOULD encourage one another. We actually WILL encourage one another when there is love, respect and trust. It's natural... An it's a miracle when both person has love, respect and trust for each other. Mutually.
(Correct me if I'm wrong...)

I'm inside, outside, upside, downside, happy all the time! God HEALS!
God is Good, all the time and all God's children say, AMEN!