I think I know...

I think I know what kind of people I can clique with. Mainly, the 1st child of their family.eg, Chris, Randy, Joanne, Salome, Natassha, Maryse... Of course it's not definite. People like Gynn, Cui Ling, Charlotte, Derrick, Elaine, Joyce, Ms Chua, and a few others whom I'm not sure if they feels the same. Haha~ Don't make myself lose face... But honestly, it's nothing much to lost face about. -_-"

Anyway, I kinda like this calmness in my life now. Everything seems to move on smoothly... there's also this sense of ability to gain more in life. As if, I am naturally made to move on and to achieve more than this calmness... AHhhh... there's such anticipation in my life... there's this security that sets in firmly... like something great is going to happen. (I hope it's not the negative "great")

I did better than I thought for my assignments! Though still feel kinda disappointed with the result... an A+ for Philosophy Group Project and only a B+ for Individual Project. Maybe it jus shows that I work better in a team~ hahaha... We'll see.

Becoming more cautious

Hey all, please help me scan through(if you are that bored ^^) to see if I have any pictures of children in my work place. I've been ignoring the seriousness of posting children's pictures without permission. I better start doing things about it before I get into trouble. Thanks!

Anyway, LOADS of things! Gynn's 21st birthday present and cake. James' wedding dinner(Should I or not?!) Hp bills. Clothes. Laptop. Where to get more $$. I'm sure there's more. This month's pay is used up! It will get better next month! It must get better...

P.S. Still working on that "post-it" personality...

Tioman Trip

Too many pictures to upload~ Show you all when I see you with my laptop (hopefully I have it with me when u see me...) Can't wait to show all of you!

p.s. Don't ask me about gifts... It's SUPER not ready! hahahaha~ ONE DAY it will appear before you.

What's being fervent towards God?

I saw it all on my mum's life. Being fervent towards God to me means...

• Making evangelism a lifestyle - mum burns extra copies of testimonies on CDs brought it out whenever she knows she's going to meet someone new or encourage a believer to be more connected with God. eg. the Tioman trip.
• Never fail to make a point to include God in her conversations.
  
• Able to respond with a loud and resounding "NO" when people(me) talks negatively about God.
  
• Has the "post-it" character - ok with anything. Others 1st. What can I do for you?

P.S. She's not a leader. She's not someone who does things to SHOW(without the need to make it known about what she's done-not even by casually talking about it). She just simply works and please that invisible but TANGIBLE God. She serves with ZERO pride! That's such a GREAT example!

I want to be like my AMAZING mum! please...

Fall Back

More than falling back physically(Damn painful!), I fell back emotionally and spiritually too. Everything seems alright. To others, am fine. Everything's going according to my plans. At this rate, will I end up in hell? Damn scared. Everything's ok, but not everything is wrapped up nicely. It feels like there are things leaking somewhere in my life. Though I know exactly where, yet I AM STILL NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT! I need to get up and move again. I need to get strong on the inside. I need to keep fighting. I need to flee from all temptations. I know I can. I KNOW I CAN!

but......

Pics VOmitted 3

New Lappy!!

Took with lappy cam! Gynn and I

Mum with the birthday gift from me! CJ7! her favourite toy now~ hhehe

Woo Hoo~ Looking good Gynn!

Sister and I during CNY! WOo hahaha Damn long ago.

Bro trying to imitate sis's smile~

Cute, Nonsensical Experience!

hahaha yes, as the title suggest, cute and nonsensical experience for the past 4-5months! Quite difficult to pull it out of my life though. But its good ^_^ Kinda know what's even more important in life.

Anyway, WHY AM I BLOGGING?! hahaha... Tomorrow's another day at work and school... Can't get to sleep... I had a 3hrs rest from 6pm tp 9pm. Now I'm stuck between sleepiness and alertness (if you went through this nonsense before too...)

Projects are dueing on Wednesday. HALLELUJAH! Am prepared ok! Who thinks that projects are fun!? (Rebekah thinks so!)

Got my laptop, Ipod nano, CRUMPLER!!! I AM SO MATERIALISTIC!!! I love it! SPOIL ME! I deserve it! hahaha~ Can't wait for Tuesday to come... I am itching to SING!~ Both of you have to bear with me! hehehe~

Till then~ I love everyone! YES E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E!