School Re-opens~

I missed the children like mad~ All of them didn't grow up much physically, but they really do talk alot more now than ever! hahaha SO CUTE!

Heart of God church people at work:

• Joyce Khoo (N2)
  
• Elaine Lin (K1)
• Chan Pei Shan (K2)
  
• Joanne Koh (K1)
  
• Rebekah Ng (N1)
  

There's one of us in every level !!!!! Revival indeed!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!


June holiday was a really good time to catch up on my spirituality. So many things happened, so much thoughts, so much understood. I just need to break through this next ceiling I'm facing now. I know sooner or later I will get through it.

I never want to be disillutioned again. I want to keep on keeping on!

I know that if I give up my all for Your business, You will always lift my burdens up from me as well.

I was told that mum tried to abort me but was unsuccessful.

It's interesting how God uses all these things to encourage me. Now that I know that I was "unabortable", it's so much clearer that I am here for a reason.

You can't kill me cos' I am here for a greater purpose!

To forgive all said and done to me is the next step I have to overcome...

Rather be dead than to ask for help. People don't really want to help. They just want to feel better about themselves. If help is not topped up with gratitude as readily as the help comes, then trouble will come.

Aiyo... Can't wait for G Zone camp tmr!!!
So exciting na na na na na na na... So delighting na na na na na na na...

Aiyo... how how how?? So figittive now... Cannot stay still!!! =P

Love Story

I heard a story today. My mum's love story...
hehe~ My mum's darn cool! she tells me her love story... Not with my dad though.

I can run faster than Primary school kids! Tested and proven during Children Church Camp!

F-U-N is the drive. haehae~

Recharged!!

I learnt something important today.

Worship and being able to get into the presence of God or not is a decision.
I was sharing with a colleague (whom Peishan and I respects ALOT!) about how I struggled to worship God and feel His presence at workplace whenever we have devotion every other day. I told her, after serving and pouring out my energy and love for the children at the children church camp, only for one and a half day, immediately on Tuesday, as the teachers gathered again, I could feel the rush of strength coming in as I was also able to connect with the Holy Spirit so tangibly as soon as I start singing and worshipping God. For the longest time in church, I wasn't serving in any ministry. I also told her, it is so true that when we being to give, we are able to draw more from God.

She didn't say things like... "Ya, I agree with you." Not even, "I am so happy for you." She just told me that, to be able to worship or get into His presence or not is a decision. She also said that, to not be able to connect with God is a lie from the devil. We are ultimately made to worship God, to want to worship God.

That totally blew my mind away. It clicked in my spirit immediately. I thought, ya! I allowed devil to deceive me for SO long! I felt really dumb and cheated.

But I am so glad, God didn't allow me to remain deceived. I know that God engineered ways to want me to connect back to Him and also to let me know that I can make a decision to tune in back to Him ANYTIME and ANYWHERE!

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It was a great sharing session with my aunt. We usually have heart to heart talks at work. Since it's children's holidays, and teachers are asked to go back for meetings and setting up of classroom, we had more time to talk. We had a LLLOOONNNGGG chat AT WORK! hahaha... till she told me these...

Aunt Kelyn: You are a good girl.
Rebekah: HAHAHA!!! How come I can't agree with you about that statement you just made? I can't agree with you. hahaha...
Aunt Kelyn: To me, you're a good girl.

And tears rolled down...

I myself didn't believed that I am good. As many of you know, I always call myself a spoilt brat. A spoilt brat is what many people think I am.

Even I.